Sometimes my faith wavers a bit.  It's not something that I'm proud of, but I have the tendency to look at hard situations and say "why me?", "why now?", "what in the world is the purpose of this?".  My first response to something is usually emotional and full of questions. This morning as I sat and read my Bible, I was floored by the faith Rebekah showed in Genesis 25.  She was just going about her day, drawing water from the well like she always did, when God rocked her whole world.  Everything changed for her in a mater of minutes when she was told that the Lord had a plan for her. She didn't question even once?  I would have grilled that poor servant to no end!  I would have needed him to go though and tell me again, step by step.  I would have had lots of questions.  This guy is trying to change my whole world after all!  Am I just suppose to trust him and trust that God has a plan at work here?  That's a big leap of faith! Rebekah did though!  She RAN to tell her household and they all welcomed this traveling servant in.  Without a second thought.  Because they knew he came with a plan from the Lord. As that servant laid out the events that led him there and told Rebekah's family of God's plan, they surely had to be shocked.  Didn't they have any questions?  Who is this son of your master? God wants to do what now?  You want to take her where?  And you prayed what right before Rebekah showed up?  Are you sure?  Maybe we should take a few days to think this thorough? But no.  That's not how it went at all. "This is from the Lord; we have no choice in the matter...Let it be as the Lord has spoken." (Gen 24:50) "They called Rebekah and said to her, "Will you go with this man?"  She replied, "I will go." (Gen 24:57-58) And she did.  Just like that. Even though it had to be hard to just drop everything, leave everything she had ever known, and walk into a situation that was very unknown and possibly scary.  She unwaveringly believed that God had a good plan for her, and she stepped out of all she had ever known into his glorious plan without a moment's hesitation. WOW! I want to trust God's plan like that.  It's easy when His plan is easy, but when that plan has me walking into something unknown or scary, I sometimes drag my feet.  I question.  "Why?"  "How?"  "Are you sure you've got me God, because this looks hard?" Oh, to have a faith like Rebekah!  As I'm walking though things that I don't fully understand right now, I am choosing to turn away from my norm and respond like Rebekah.  It may be hard.  It may be unknown and even a little scary. But I'm choosing to answer with, "I will go."  That's it.  Just, "I will go."  And then I will.  Completely trusting that God has a plan for whatever it is I'm being called into and He will work it all for His ultimate good. Love and blessings, Bobbie
I don't know about you but sometimes I look at the situations in my life and I just get a little overwhelmed.  Sometimes life just gives us a lot to deal with.  And honestly, sometimes I just don't feel up to the task.  I just don't want to go to battle. This morning I was so encouraged by my Bible reading that I just had to take a quick minute to share it with you. 2 Kings 6:16-17 "Don’t be afraid,” the prophet answered. “Those who are with us are more than those who are with them.” And Elisha prayed, “Open his eyes, Lord, so that he may see.” Then the Lord opened the servant’s eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha. WOW!  I often need my eyes opened.  I need a reminder to take my eyes off of my circumstances and look around at all of those who God has called to go to battle with me.  He is by my side with the hosts of heaven, but He's also given me friends and family who will go to battle for me.  Some of those people stand in the gap in prayer.  Some come along side me to encourage.  And always, He is there strengthening me to stand strong in the midst of every trial. Love and blessings, Bobbie
Do you ever feel like the more you learn, the more you realize that you don't know?  Man, I feel that way that a lot.  The more I study something or try to understand a situation that I thought I mostly understood, the more I see its complexities.  I realize I didn't know as much as I thought I did.  So, I keep trying to get a better understanding and as I study, some things become clear and some times I realize there is still so much I don't know. Can I be honest?  Sometimes I feel that way as I look at life and it's situations. I KNOW God.  I KNOW Jesus.  I KNOW what He did for me.  I KNOW His love.  I KNOW these things because I've experienced them.  I have felt His presence and I've experienced His hand on my life.  I believe and have faith because I KNOW, from personal experience, of His love, mercy, Grace, and forgiveness. But, the more I read my Bible and study the character of God, the more I understand how much of a mystery He is.  His ways are so far above mine that sometimes I just have to trust in complete faith.  That's a big part of faith, the act of just believing. I love studying the Old Testament because I love learning about God's character.  I've learned so much about His love, His mercy, His patience, His kindness and His long suffering.  I've learned how gracious He is to a people who just can't seem to get it right and continually fail Him.  I've learned that He is true to His word. I've also learned that He is so much more than I could grasp.  I've learned I can't comprehend all He does and all He allows.  I don't fully understand the plan. BUT He sees the beginning and the end and works accordingly.  He isn't limited at all by the tiny view of things that I am limited by. This morning in my Bible reading, I was just awe struck by a couple of verses.  1Kings 12:15 says "...for  this turn of events was from the Lord to fulfill His word..."  And 1Kings 12:24 says..."for this is my doing..." Wow!  What a powerful, mighty, sovereign God!  His hand can be seen in everything!  The good  and the seemingly bad. Both of these verses reference situations that weren't particularly pleasant at the time.  But, they show God working out His master plan to bring His people back to Him.  Because He loves them that much.  Because He is good and mighty and sovereign. I can only relate it to this;  just like sometimes as a parent, I have to allow my kiddos to experience both the good and the bad of life to be a loving parent, our Father allows us the same opportunity.  Because that is a part of His character too.  He is rightous and just.  He is sovereign.  He is omnipotent.  He is a good Father who looks at the long term when He is growing and shaping His children. So, even though I don't always understand the situation I'm walking though, I can trust in Him because I KNOW the one who is in control of it.  I KNOW His plan for me is good and that His purpose is for me to grow closer to Him. I don't have to understand or to have all the answers, because I trust the one who does.
Man, sometimes life can be difficult!  It seems like so many people that I love are under attack right now.  I've been under attack.  Sometimes things get hard.  It can be easy to feel a little overwhelmed by the chaos and strife that is just an ugly part of life. Sickness, loss of loved ones, hurt, discontent, job loss, distraction, discouragement...  The list can go on and on.  And it often does.  Sometimes the casualties of life just pile up and we lose heart a little. I was reading in 2 Samuel today and just felt really connected to David.  He just struggled sometimes.  This poor guy has gone through it all. He came from a poor family.  He spent the better part of his life under attacks from his king, his enemies, even his own family.  He failed God is some pretty big ways and had to deal with some pretty big consequences as a result.  He lost loved ones.  He was shamed and ridiculed and his people turned against him.  He just seems to be constantly dealing with life.  He had every reason to get discouraged and lose heart.  But through it all, God stood beside him and walked him through his trials.  God loved him, disciplined him when necessary, and blessed him when he did right.  And through it all, David kept his eyes on God and never forgot who He was. This morning as I was sitting here just honestly feeling a little overwhelmed, I came upon 2 Samuel 22.  Phew!  If you ever need a little pick me up or some encouragement, read it and let it remind you who God is. David reminded me this morning that God is flawless.  He is my rock, my shield, and my salvation.  He is alive!  He is my savior who delivers me and preserves me.  God is mighty.  He arms me with strength and stoops down to make me great.  He is God and He is worthy of praise. He is my fortress, my refuge, my support, my stronghold, my salvation, my rock, and my shield.  He rescues me from my enemies. He is faithful.  He is blameless.  He is pure. With My God, darkness is turned to light.  With Him, I can advance.  With Him, I can scale the walls that hold me back.  He avenges me and gives me victory. He reached down from on high and took hold of me.  He drew me out of deep waters .  He rescued me and delights in me.  When I call out to Him, He hears me. God lives.  He is my rock.  He is exalted.  He is my savior.  He shows me unfailing kindness. When I sit and read 2 Samuel, I'm reminded that He is in control of the chaos.  He brings beauty from ashes and He works things for my good because He loves me.  He is on my side and fights for me.  That discouragement and distraction that I was feeling just flee in the face of who He is. Love and blessings, Bobbie
Do you have a friend that you just feel connected deeply to, like a soul sister?  There is just a really strong bond that binds you two together.  You love them so much that you would do anything for them.  You have even risked your own happiness to be sure that they were happy. Those soul sister relationships are amazing! This morning I was reading through the 1 Samuel account of the friendship of Johnathan and David.  I've always been drawn to this friendship.  It just seems like such a beautiful picture of the kind of relationship that we all want. This friendship was built on love, trust, and care and concern for the other.  1 Sam 18:2 says that the soul of Jonathan was knit with the soul of David.  Man! Who doesn't want a friendship like that, one where your very souls are knit together! How does that even happen?  How does that even look?  It's so vastly different than most friendships we see. One of my favorite verses about this relationship, and what I think sets it apart from most friendships is 1Sam 23:16.  "And Saul's son Jonathan went to David at Horesh and helped him find strength in God." Wow! I'm telling you, there is a big difference between friendships and real, intimate, authentic soul sister relationships.  There is a depth to these soul sister friendships that just goes beyond the norm.  And for me, one of the things that solidifies these soul sister friendships  is that characteristic of strengthening and encouraging one another in God. That's a big deal. A friend can give me advice and listen to me talk.  They can even help, but a soul sister takes you to the feet of Jesus.  They go there with you in prayer and keep you there with their conversation and actions.  They cover you in His love and bathe you in His truth. Spending time with them is like getting a little glimpse of Jesus. I can remember praying earnestly that God would just send me some real soul sisters to encourage me and draw me closer to Him when I was in a difficult season in life. God answered that prayer and I couldn't be more grateful! I've been blessed with a couple of nearly lifelong friendships that I just treasure beyond measure.  They mean the world to me!  However, in the last several years God has knit my heart together with several women in ways that can only be described as divine.  They are my mentors and counsellors.  They are my prayer warriors and ministry partners.  They are the ones who know the nitty gritty, real parts of me and love me anyway. They are also the ones who constantly go with me, hand in hand, to the feet of Jesus. Friends, I can't even begin to describe what an answer to prayer these friends are.  Seek these people out.  Pray for God to send you these soul sisters to strengthen you in God, just like Jonathan and David.  Be the real and authentic you that God created you to be so that these friends can be grounded and genuine.  Ask God to grow your friendships into those soul sisterhoods that you long for.  He is able. And to my soul sisters, I love you.  Thank you for always helping me to find my strength in God. Love and blessings, Bobbie [...]